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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 16:02:09 GMT

yay im so bored and havent been on here in ages!! who would have thunk it.... :) but yea i am doing great for those of you who care!! i am very much infatuated with a wonderful guy!! and yea i can't wait to graduate college but thats still a lil ways away..
in the mean time im just doing my thing and growin more and more in love each day!!

Monday, October 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 17:37:47 GMT

.....just have to say it
.....
God is merciful and loving and so amazing and he has blessed me so much....

:)

heheh..
oh... and ..
I Love Jameson Schyler Robbins!!

just breath

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 19:11:18 GMT

breath.. just breath.. thats what i have to do...
i seem to be getting swamped by so many things..
i really don't know by what all but there is just a lot going on...
school has been really good lately been kinda busy but this is a bum week bc we have a revival thing so i am skipping school on friday YAY bc i don't have any classes on thursday (teacher work day) and i am leaving on wed afternoon and heading home for a nice lil 5 day weekend! :) awesome.. .so i really cant wait to see everyone... i am pretty excited about that...
jameson and i have been really good lately.. things are getting pretty dang serious... which is cool bc i love him so much i couldn't really imagine anyone else. but yea we still have a lot of things we need to work on and a lot of prayer is needed... we seem to get to idk wrapped up in certain things and forget what the center of our relationship should be about. but during this revival this last week it has been really hitting me.. this could be it like really idk its kinda hard to fathom...
God has been really working on me..
i find myself praying a lot more for his guidance in the decisions i make and for the things i do... i want to do all i can to glorify Him but i just keep finding myself back in the same place and fallen short again. idk its hard i hate being like that. as soon as i think i am back right and doing great doing all i can to glorify him and keep his name lifted high i find myself right back iwhere satan wants me.. i hate that ... but i know i just have to keep praying and fighting to keep on the path of righteousness...
well i will stop being a downer right now
and get back to doing .. idk what...
well hope that everyone is well

LOVE IT

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 18:38:00 GMT

hey all

just had to tel l you i love howard payne.. it rocks my socks off

yall should all come here

just had to say!!

......

other then that everything is great!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 19:13:44 GMT

hey yall!!

well i am finally at Howard Payne... i am really excited.. and have been having a great time..things are really different.. but its cool.. right now i am doing this thing called Jacket Journey....its kinda like freshman/transfer orientation..its been pretty fun we have been extremely busy... so i am exhausted... but its cool... right now it all feels like camp...which is eh.. i really can't wait to get into the groove of things... i want to start classes soo bad... i got all my books which is cool... for one class i have 14 books (ouch)... lol but its cool they are all childrens books.. like charlets web and harry potter lol... but i am excited but about $400 in books later a have a drawer full of books.. YAY.. haha..but thats ok since the whole time i have been in college i think thats the cheepest it has all been....

over all things are going really well...i think its really starting to hit me about being away from home.. i have talked to my mom everyday so it hasnt been that bad... but i miss my girls like crazy.. today in our small groups we had to bring something that we couldn't leave home with, and i debated over like bring my teddy bear (henry) or bringing the blanket that the overstreets made me .... but i figured out what i really couldnt leave without and that is a picture of all my girls... so yea i love them all so much and am missing the like crazy.. its sad... but its pretty funny bc my dorm like the walls i have pictures up everywhere and like more then 1/2 of them are of my girls.. so i call it my shrine to Summer Megan and Erica its awesome... so yea..

i should have facebook soon, i have to still get my email account set up here but i will have the whole face book thing soon...

lets see idk if there is anything i should update about now.. i will def try to write here more offten.. to just kinda vent about everything

so yea if anyone wants to call me or anything do...i will always love that all...
so yea im off for a while..

love you all

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 13:24:45 GMT

2 weeks..

2 weeks.....

omg... i its really happening.. i have like 13 days before i move off to school.. it freaks me out so much... these last couple of days or so i have been hangin out with old friends and finishin up lil things that need to be done.. i was sittin last night talkin to my good friend carl and he was just realizing how im not gonna be around anymore.. its starting to hit me i guess as much as everyone else.. its gonna be so wierd livin kinda on my own... having to discover new things... finding a new church.. at least i will have erin there and her and i are planning on lookin for a church together.. but man.. i'm gonna miss everyone so much.. these last few weeks i really havent gotten to see my girls that much and it makes me sad... i think i wanna cram so much into these next few days that i am driving myself down..im stressed exhausted nnad wow,, idk.. i am really excited and can't wait to get out of here but still its wow.... there isn't gonna be just the hey you wanna hang out ok ill be over there in 30 no now its all ok umm ill have to hit the road at this time and plan on being there 4 hours later.. err.. lol... now im gonna have school and work and new friends to worry about.. i liked not knowing what was ahead but i already see myself falling into some routine and not being able to come visit home as much as i would like too.. but yea.. i really don't know where i was going with this post.. so i guess im gonna go...

OMG 2WEEKS!!!!!!!!... me= super excited!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 18:31:52 GMT

Goodness.....

the days are comming so fast i dont even know what to do anymore... i feel like i am being rushed and shoved out of this place... i still have 40 days till i move up to howard payne... but i am like already completly packed.. its insane...my mom in a way makes me feel like she is pushin me out but i know that it is her way of dealing with me moving out... its kinda really beginning to hit me i am leaving San Antonio i wont have the same basic routine. i can't just call my girls and be like whoot lets hang out. goodness i can't just go crash at my aunts whenever i want.. i have to you know actually plan ahead for going home and seeing friends and family.. i have liked just up and going to spend the night at my aunts and cousins or just having nights that we call megan and are like we are crashing your house... those have been the best times and i know this is gonna be a good change for me but its just hard... i am really beginning to realize how much i am gonna be missing everyone... i mean dont take me wrong i am really really excited to be going to HPU i have great friends already that are gonna be there, i have the most amazing boyfriend thats there, im gonna be having a whole new awesome experience completly filled with fun and work and God..goodness its going to be wonderful... i think i am just scared like really scared i have never lived anywhere but here i have always had the same room and loved being an only child, no roommate i could get away from people when i wanted.. now good grief i am gonna be living with idk what 300 girls andthe 2 resident halls full of guys i am gonna have someone with me basically at all times.. i feel liek i probably won't be able to have my 'quiet' time... like i love my days that i just sit here watchin movies and stay curled up under the covers all day still wearin my pj's.....ohh well i just have to go into this whole thing open minded... it will just be like a year round camp with class and work and life happening all around me....

ok i am tired of being all blah..... but yea.. last night a big group of us dressed like pirates for summers bday and went to go see the premire of Pirates of the Carabiean... it was amazing.. but goodness we got some looks i loved it we are all like running through the liveoak theater parking lot at 3 in the morning dressed like pirates... i think we had so much fun...stayed up till almost 6am then got up at like 9 goodgrief.. i am really tired right now so i should probably go take a nap... but yea who knows.... ok well i think this has been an extreme update kinda well i at least wrote a lot... haha so i better run.....

anyways i just want all my friends to know how much i love and care for yall you have all been such a blessing in my life and when i do move up to hpu know that i will always be thinking and praying for you i want to keep in contact as much as possible we still need to have get togethers and 3 am talks... i love you all so much and this is just a new beginning to our journeys.......

i love yall!!!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 15:45:59 GMT

YAY 60 days....

its growing closer and closer it is going to be so amazing once i get there... i can't wait...

well anyways.. im off to the coast for a few days or maybe a lil over a week

so yea .. just thought i would let ya know

Good Grief

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 18:44:41 GMT

YAY!!!..... 71 days till HPU! i really cant wait! im starting to be a lil sad though... im gonna miss my friends and family sooo much!... i love them all and i know im gonna have a hard time moving on.. but i know it will be amazing!... i already have an amazing boyfriend...and he's gonna be a sophomore at HPU totally amazing.. erin is a lil jealous hehe...i love her though.. we are both nervous about the change... but we both know that God is going to do amazing things in both of our lives... humm lets see since i last updated which wasn't much of an update... lol. i got back from my amazing trip in DC... i was home maybe... 2 days?... then on wed of the week i got back my cousin fell and broke her hip... so me and mom loaded up and went down to corpus.i was there until sat after my cousin had her surgery... i decided to come back to SAtown... and after comming home i ended up being at megans that night... and the next night i think idk its been a while well anyways since then i have been on the go like completely this is the first day i have been home in idk how long.. so i jumped around from megans to aunt gails to megans to yea well you get the picture... umm this last weekend megan and i (yes i was there again bc her parents were yet again out of town) went to debras grad party, goodness all these lil kids are growing up... :) we all looked back at the ACCA days and all that and talked about all the millions of people that are getting married and having kids... good grief..well ok me and megan and erica go back to megans... spend the night *slow down sam*...umm i got up early to go to church.. i went to church then i went to lunch with the overstreet kids bc their mom was in the hospital and they wanted an "adult figure"(haha) to stay with them for awhile...after i left them.. i had another grad party to go to.. it was ok.. i was having a good time until i got stung by a bee.. ouch and it was on my tounge.. i started having a rowdy reaction to it.. so i took benadryl.. lol.. so my tounge is all swollen im drunk off benydryl and on the phone with megan....haha freakin goodtimes.. my parents were still out of town and my aunt didnt want me to stay by myself... so i drove to her house and crashed at like 830 of course i got up a lil later and talked to my baby,. but went right back to sleep and slept till like 1030 the next morning..wowza.. well anyways.. my cousin (the one who broke her hip) is moving down here temporarily so my room is being taken over till i go to HPU... so what have i been doing today yea thats right packing all my junk... and clearing out my room bc someone is taking my room while i get the couch in the living room...

well i think this is a fairly good update...

so im gonna run!

peace out my homies!

~71 days till HPU~

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Tue, 23 May 2006 18:46:31 GMT

85 days till HPU!!...

i cant wait!...

but yea i am back from DC had a blast now im just awaiting the day i leave for HPU i really really can't wait! it is gonna be amazing!